Saturday, July 31, 2004

WOO~
Sat morning again... RAINING again!!!

My leg is getting better so I will be going swimming later(my cousin say not going cos she is drowsy. Maybe tomorrow ba)
After swimming, I am going SHOPPING!!!
I wanna buy my dress~

So happy!

Mummy called from Bangkok today but I left my hp in my room and it was in silent mode
I called her on her mobile.
She told me she bought me lots of watches. I hope they are nice.
Sometimes we have very different taste.

I badly wan to go on a shopping trip...
Maybe go hongkong or bangkok...
Maybe end of the year if I save enuff money...

ARGH! I am just a messed up kid!!!!!

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Oh Wed is almost over.
Was on the train today and cant help thinking time passes so slowly
Was after lunch and thinking argh if only time pass more quickly~
And then I dont have enough time to finish my job and it was 5.30!!!
CRAP CRAP CRAP!
Relativity SUCKS!!!

I went swimming today! So happy~
So long since I went swimming after work...
I need tat badly~

Feeling contented after a hearty dinner and sitting comfortable in my chair now~
BTW YES! I stay in Bishan but am not related to the guy who got killed on the tracks!

I can hardly keep my eyes open... so tired...
*yawn*

Monday, July 26, 2004

I started off the day pretty bad... Had breakfast at Mac and I was late
The Mac coffee made me sick the whole morning
I felt so much like puking.
For lunch I ordered tomyam... MY GOD!
Its so spicy that I could finish it.
It left a warm sensation in my tummy after that and I felt real sick
After work, I thought I buy an ice cream at Mac to make my day better
The ice cream made my tummy bloated and I was so uncomfortable in class
I wanted to puke the 3rd time today...

But class was fun! We had sharing... listening to why my group mates came to RCIA
I shared my experience too~

Overall I would say my day was badz...
Oh~ I am hungry now and nuthing to eat...
Even the cup noodle is expired!
*SOBZ*

Saturday, July 24, 2004

The one where it is raining in the morning...

Sat morning... and feeling lazy I have not been swimming this week but its raining and my cousin does not want to go. How sad... I will probably go in the afternoon or something before I head off to work. I badly need a workout... If not the pool am going to the gym.

Another week of work is over. Am so broke and I cant wait for next sat till PAYDAY!!! Steven is not coming in on Monday and Tuesday! HAHAHA... all management not around~ can havoc liao! I am so looking forward to PAYDAY so I can decided if I wanna get my dress~ Its so pretty and more of a casual fun date dress... anyone wanna bring me out on dates? hahaha

Something seriously bad is happening to me... I cant stop eating. I dont know why, been feeling a little grouchy the past 2 days and I cant stop munching. Probably the stress ya know. Tats why I really need to head to the gym. Exercising will make me feel happier and I will stop eating so much.

I dont know how long more I can stay on the job without getting sack. Not that I am not working you know, Steven expects MORE AND MORE from me. If I can give him ALL MY TIME, he will be over the moon. Sometimes I wonder, if the company does not appreciate what you are doing why work so hard. I mean I am giving a 100% and he insist its only 50%, I might as well give him a 50% work. Steven suck big time... even my other colleagues commented that he has changed. Some of us dont even feel like lunching with him.

Steven if you are reading my blog, dont be offended. Its just the truth... maybe you should consider changing... oh ya... RESPECT NEEDS TO BE EARNED!!!!!

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

You will not believe what Steven did!!!!!

HE BLATENTLY HINTED TO PHILIP TO CONSIDER GOING OUT WITH ME!!!!

I have never been so embarrassed in my life... Shit him man...
Wah lao... I nv said I like Philip or anything... I merely mentioned that he is cute. Tats all! Why do they assume that I like him.

Now I dont know how to work with him liao... not to say go lunch with him. How? Dont know lah...

Haiz Sat and Sun need to work again... wanna cry man... last Sunday work... this weekend work again

 

Monday, July 19, 2004

RCIA

I woke up late today, 7.30am~ and I thought I will be late for work. Surprisingly not, I was on the dote. I thought I was running late cause I didnt really look at my watch. I thought it showed 8.40 when I was at Bishan MRT station, but I just misread my watch. The bloody watch was slow. It merely showed 7.40.  Took half day leave cause my lower back was so sore from yesterday. Reached home abt 3pm and headed straight to bed.
 
On the way back to office after lunch, Steven Tan commented I look like Strawberry Shortcake. probably a good thing. I asked him did I look like a cartoon to him...  he say nah... just that I am cute... hahaha Foong say I should tell him he is the lemon or raspberry thingy (strawberry shortcake's friend)
 
I started my RCIA class today...
Felt so much like a lost sheep.
Was so lost among the entire crowd.
Sat through the entire introduction
Laughing at some of the lame jokes Father Simon made
The height of the evening was after the refreshment.
 
We gathered below this tree and I thought it pretty much felt like we were going on a ghost haunt or something
Then there was a faint voice over the PA system talking abt the starting of our journey
It was when the gates opened, it was so pretty
The ppl there lined the road with candles and we were lead down to the small area beside the novena church
As we were approaching, the music ministry welcomed us with their lovely voices!
I totally felt like I was at some fancy restaurant or something. It didnt feel like class at all
The candles... the music... the place... the wind...
hahaha
I can so get married there... call me mad... I am fantasizing a marriage this way...
Ah~
 
 
 

Sunday, July 18, 2004

blogging twice

I changed a new skin... will tat make me blog more often?
 
I seriously doubt it...

I am depressed!

Am listening to Peng Jia Hui's Jiu Meng... and feel depressed...
I totally hate my life...
I remember being young and happy
Living like a princess
One fine day...
All good things in my life disappeared
I only have myself
Cry myself to bed
 
Now the days are better
But not much better
At least its not like before
I dont cry that often anymore
Maybe because I forgot how to cry
 
My life revolves around my job...
My dreams are all gone...
I wanna travel... 
Far far away...
Never to come back to Singapore
 
Wish me luck...
Wish that I find out what I wan in life
 

Monday, July 12, 2004

I am lost... some issues in my life need to be sort out. Haven told anyone abt them..... actually even I myself dont know whats going on...
LOST!

Sunday, July 11, 2004

A friend say I am getting prettier~

My aunts say I am getting prettier~

Happy Happy Happy~

Friday, July 09, 2004

I am totally wornout by my job... totally totally...

I love my job.... loving every moment to it. I want to learn and learn everything I can in this trade... but... I hate the ppl there...

Its scary how ppl strive to climb and the horrible things ppl so...

Scary.......

Sunday, July 04, 2004

I cut my fridge... looking nerdy... i think i look cute... hahaha
nuthing much to update except that lately some jerks been telling me things i dont wanna hear.. JERKS

Saturday, July 31, 2004

WOO~
Sat morning again... RAINING again!!!

My leg is getting better so I will be going swimming later(my cousin say not going cos she is drowsy. Maybe tomorrow ba)
After swimming, I am going SHOPPING!!!
I wanna buy my dress~

So happy!

Mummy called from Bangkok today but I left my hp in my room and it was in silent mode
I called her on her mobile.
She told me she bought me lots of watches. I hope they are nice.
Sometimes we have very different taste.

I badly wan to go on a shopping trip...
Maybe go hongkong or bangkok...
Maybe end of the year if I save enuff money...

ARGH! I am just a messed up kid!!!!!

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Oh Wed is almost over.
Was on the train today and cant help thinking time passes so slowly
Was after lunch and thinking argh if only time pass more quickly~
And then I dont have enough time to finish my job and it was 5.30!!!
CRAP CRAP CRAP!
Relativity SUCKS!!!

I went swimming today! So happy~
So long since I went swimming after work...
I need tat badly~

Feeling contented after a hearty dinner and sitting comfortable in my chair now~
BTW YES! I stay in Bishan but am not related to the guy who got killed on the tracks!

I can hardly keep my eyes open... so tired...
*yawn*

Monday, July 26, 2004

I started off the day pretty bad... Had breakfast at Mac and I was late
The Mac coffee made me sick the whole morning
I felt so much like puking.
For lunch I ordered tomyam... MY GOD!
Its so spicy that I could finish it.
It left a warm sensation in my tummy after that and I felt real sick
After work, I thought I buy an ice cream at Mac to make my day better
The ice cream made my tummy bloated and I was so uncomfortable in class
I wanted to puke the 3rd time today...

But class was fun! We had sharing... listening to why my group mates came to RCIA
I shared my experience too~

Overall I would say my day was badz...
Oh~ I am hungry now and nuthing to eat...
Even the cup noodle is expired!
*SOBZ*

Saturday, July 24, 2004

The one where it is raining in the morning...

Sat morning... and feeling lazy I have not been swimming this week but its raining and my cousin does not want to go. How sad... I will probably go in the afternoon or something before I head off to work. I badly need a workout... If not the pool am going to the gym.

Another week of work is over. Am so broke and I cant wait for next sat till PAYDAY!!! Steven is not coming in on Monday and Tuesday! HAHAHA... all management not around~ can havoc liao! I am so looking forward to PAYDAY so I can decided if I wanna get my dress~ Its so pretty and more of a casual fun date dress... anyone wanna bring me out on dates? hahaha

Something seriously bad is happening to me... I cant stop eating. I dont know why, been feeling a little grouchy the past 2 days and I cant stop munching. Probably the stress ya know. Tats why I really need to head to the gym. Exercising will make me feel happier and I will stop eating so much.

I dont know how long more I can stay on the job without getting sack. Not that I am not working you know, Steven expects MORE AND MORE from me. If I can give him ALL MY TIME, he will be over the moon. Sometimes I wonder, if the company does not appreciate what you are doing why work so hard. I mean I am giving a 100% and he insist its only 50%, I might as well give him a 50% work. Steven suck big time... even my other colleagues commented that he has changed. Some of us dont even feel like lunching with him.

Steven if you are reading my blog, dont be offended. Its just the truth... maybe you should consider changing... oh ya... RESPECT NEEDS TO BE EARNED!!!!!

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

You will not believe what Steven did!!!!!

HE BLATENTLY HINTED TO PHILIP TO CONSIDER GOING OUT WITH ME!!!!

I have never been so embarrassed in my life... Shit him man...
Wah lao... I nv said I like Philip or anything... I merely mentioned that he is cute. Tats all! Why do they assume that I like him.

Now I dont know how to work with him liao... not to say go lunch with him. How? Dont know lah...

Haiz Sat and Sun need to work again... wanna cry man... last Sunday work... this weekend work again

 

Monday, July 19, 2004

RCIA

I woke up late today, 7.30am~ and I thought I will be late for work. Surprisingly not, I was on the dote. I thought I was running late cause I didnt really look at my watch. I thought it showed 8.40 when I was at Bishan MRT station, but I just misread my watch. The bloody watch was slow. It merely showed 7.40.  Took half day leave cause my lower back was so sore from yesterday. Reached home abt 3pm and headed straight to bed.
 
On the way back to office after lunch, Steven Tan commented I look like Strawberry Shortcake. probably a good thing. I asked him did I look like a cartoon to him...  he say nah... just that I am cute... hahaha Foong say I should tell him he is the lemon or raspberry thingy (strawberry shortcake's friend)
 
I started my RCIA class today...
Felt so much like a lost sheep.
Was so lost among the entire crowd.
Sat through the entire introduction
Laughing at some of the lame jokes Father Simon made
The height of the evening was after the refreshment.
 
We gathered below this tree and I thought it pretty much felt like we were going on a ghost haunt or something
Then there was a faint voice over the PA system talking abt the starting of our journey
It was when the gates opened, it was so pretty
The ppl there lined the road with candles and we were lead down to the small area beside the novena church
As we were approaching, the music ministry welcomed us with their lovely voices!
I totally felt like I was at some fancy restaurant or something. It didnt feel like class at all
The candles... the music... the place... the wind...
hahaha
I can so get married there... call me mad... I am fantasizing a marriage this way...
Ah~
 
 
 

Sunday, July 18, 2004

blogging twice

I changed a new skin... will tat make me blog more often?
 
I seriously doubt it...

I am depressed!

Am listening to Peng Jia Hui's Jiu Meng... and feel depressed...
I totally hate my life...
I remember being young and happy
Living like a princess
One fine day...
All good things in my life disappeared
I only have myself
Cry myself to bed
 
Now the days are better
But not much better
At least its not like before
I dont cry that often anymore
Maybe because I forgot how to cry
 
My life revolves around my job...
My dreams are all gone...
I wanna travel... 
Far far away...
Never to come back to Singapore
 
Wish me luck...
Wish that I find out what I wan in life
 

Monday, July 12, 2004

I am lost... some issues in my life need to be sort out. Haven told anyone abt them..... actually even I myself dont know whats going on...
LOST!

Sunday, July 11, 2004

A friend say I am getting prettier~

My aunts say I am getting prettier~

Happy Happy Happy~

Friday, July 09, 2004

I am totally wornout by my job... totally totally...

I love my job.... loving every moment to it. I want to learn and learn everything I can in this trade... but... I hate the ppl there...

Its scary how ppl strive to climb and the horrible things ppl so...

Scary.......

Sunday, July 04, 2004

I cut my fridge... looking nerdy... i think i look cute... hahaha
nuthing much to update except that lately some jerks been telling me things i dont wanna hear.. JERKS